Peace and Quite

Ahhh, a minute of silence. Sleeping babies are so sweet. Jackson is a pretty good baby, but nothing can prepare you for a new baby that wakes up to eat every three hours. I have to admit there have been a few times where I just wanted to put a pillow on his face. Don't worry, I told Kevin and my friend Laura. I never would have done anything, but I am sure glad I had some support from my friends and family. I have to admit looking back now, 5 months out, I definately love him more now than then. That sounds so aweful to say, but I do. It's amazing what some sleep and a sweet smiling 3 month old can do to your spirits. I can't even imagine not having him now, but man was the first few month hard. I feel guilty now about not loving him as much or not enjoying spending time with him. For those of my friends without children, enjoy them from the time they are born, it's just a phase and it goes by so quickly.